Pedro had been wide awake the entire night. All the coconut oil on his head couldn't help him calm down. Even the sleeping pill he had taken could not make him sleep for long. His anxiety about his impending homelessness had triumphed over all. He kept imagining himself sleeping on a footpath near a gutter, with filth all around him. The more he thought about it, the more anxious he became. He had not felt this anxious ever, not even when fed up of his father's abuse, had run away from a small fishing village in Goa to Mumbai. Then, he had health and youth on his side. Now he had neither. One long illness, and his entire world had come crashing down. He lost his job, and his life's savings were gone too. Now he was a frail man with an aching body, approaching sixty, with no money, no job, and no one to turn to. He still had the same thoughts, and had the same dreams of traveling the world, but his hitting a rough patch had made him a lesser person in other people's eyes...
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