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The Uncharted Mind: Writing

Currently, I am writing my next novel. Every time I start writing a new book, it feels like hacking through a deep     jungle. There is no road, each step forward uncovers something both familiar and new. Today, finally, after cutting through thick vines of confusion, the full story has shown its face.  ―  Shon Mehta ,  The Uncharted Mind First Draft Today I finished the first draft of my next book. When I wrote the first draft of my first book, I thought I had won something great — perhaps not the whole war, but at least the first battle. Only later did I understand that the first draft is not the ending of anything. It is the beginning of everything. You write more books, you realize the first draft is not the end of the war. It is the declaration of it. A first draft doesn’t have to be good or bad. It only needs to exist. It is unpolished but breathing. It is like describing a dream before it fades. A first draft can be messy, uncertain, rough, yet filled wit...

Even If the Hair Never Grows Back (Poem)

“Because I’m bald, right?” She nodded hesitantly, trying not to hurt him, Silence did the rest. Bald = unloved. Simple math. He fought it. Creams. Pills. Surgery. A year of becoming someone else. The hair came back. Self worth didn't. He knocked again. “I'm not bald anymore.” She looked at him, he’d missed the point. “It wasn’t the hair,” she said, gently. She took a step closer. Just the truth standing between them. "I almost loved you," her voice barely a whisper, "But you did not." He didn’t know what cut deeper — Her words, or how she handed them to him, Or the truth that had always been there,  Quiet in the corner, waiting to be seen. It wasn’t the baldness. It was the fear that he wasn’t enough. And that’s what she saw, Not a man without hair, but a man without peace. For peace isn’t found in the fixing.  It is found in accepting Your flaws, your fears,  And in the belief that you are enough. Even if the hair never grows back. —  Shon Mehta “Even If th...

The Uncharted Mind: Good Old Days

“ The hope that good old days will come back never goes away. They come back sometimes – but then we are so focused on good old days that we fail to recognise good present days.”  ― Shon Mehta , The Uncharted Mind  

Stories of Jivavarta: Verogai and Golat (Illustration)

  Verogai was fast asleep but her ten year old elder brother Golat, lying still on his bed, was wide awake. "Are you feeling cold, Golat?" asked their father. Golat had heard this question many times, but today he didn't feel like answering. He could hear his father's steps, as he approached the bed and put a blanket on him. The blanket, made of yak hide, gave Golat much needed warmth. Through the blanket, Golat could feel his father's eyes looking at him. "Are you sleeping, Golat?" his father asked, tenderly.  Golat didn't respond. "Sleep. You have to get up early tomorrow." said the father, as he walked away to the other room. Golat could hear his mother and father talking in low whispers. "Can't we do anything to stop this?" his mother was asking. "It is god's wish." said his father. "We are helpless against his wishes." There was silence for a short while, then her mother started sobbing. Golat thou...

Lore Of Jivavarta: Vanpore

  In Vanpore, the capital of Yashantika , society was divided into strict classes: the privileged Grahvars, the enslaved Ceta, and the lowly Dhataki. This rigid system ultimately led to its downfall, yet few had the courage to challenge it. The following lore, which upheld this order, was used to justify its existence. Long ago, the Kingdom of Yashantika was not a kingdom at all. It was a secluded, barren desert that few dared to cross. One day, a man passed through the sand and saw a baby lying there—alone, smiling, shimmering with gold. He looked at the child and saw not innocence, but opportunity. He took the gold, killed the child—without cause, without fear, without shame—and fled. Soon, he began to feel unbearably thirsty. He drank, but the thirst only grew. On the edge of death, delirious and trembling, he saw a vision. Sarvabhu , the god of all being, appeared. A voice spoke from the light: “You showed needless cruelty. For this, you will return—not as a man, but as a Dhat...

Jivavarta: Kingdoms, Conflicts, and Culture

Jivavarta  meaning  'The Abode of Sentient Souls'  is a  secular, grounded ,  sociopolitical   fictional Universe created by Shon Mehta , where epic tales of power, survival, and social upheaval unfold, as seen in her novels The Timingila and Lair of the Monster , along with many other stories and parables set in this richly imagined world. But Jivavarta is not just a fictional universe; it is a narrative laboratory for studying how belief, identity, power, and civilization co-evolve over time.   Humans do not live in reality; they live inside competing interpretations of reality. We construct shared interpretations of reality, those interpretations become institutions, institutions organize power, and power stabilizes society. Over time, changing conditions expose contradictions in those interpretations, forcing new narratives to emerge and civilization to reorganize.   That is why inside Jivavarta: Religions are not absolute truth but systems w...